‘What the hell am I doing?’ : How riders like Dan Martin established their livelihood on the French circuit


It had been 11pm once the car pulled up outside the group flat in Marseille, France. Mid-December gathered out its customary inauspicious welcome of lashing rain and also a terrifying howling gale for its light slender 19-year old by Birmingham who shook it. There was no one else dwelling because he made his way inside and hunkered down for the evening. Alone. It had been the beginning of something which would finally find him realise dreams of winning a Monument and phases of the Tour de France. However he did not understand any of the as the walls banged and the continuous rain rapped on them. “What the hell am I doing?” Believed Dan Martin, afterward of Vélo-Club La Pomme Marseille, today Israel Start-Up Nation.

What he was doing was after a well-worn street to cycling’s elite degrees that bore the wheeltracks of British cyclists from throughout the postwar period. Although Belgium and the Netherlands are also famous, and Italy and Spain are used as stepping stone for aspiring pros through time, few nations give the entire gamut of terrain together with the race programme, cluster thickness and the background and reverence of biking that France has.

Above all, it is a place where staff scouts search for gift; it may be seen that there and that’s essential if you are to make it beyond the development rankings to an expert team.

Martin’s experience of the very first day is by no means exceptional. Talking to people who’ve taken that path, both the individuals who discovered success and people which didn’t, it is striking how small the experience has changed despite how in which the world is currently nothing like it had been decades ago.

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“We stayed in a sports center,” remembers Pippa York, afterward called Robert Millar, of her earliest 48 hours at France at 1979, over two years before Martin could make a similar excursion. “It was essentially a room with no windows and four or two bedrooms in there. It was not whatsoever luxurious.”

For York, the contest to acquire a foot on the ladder began almost instantly. “We’re there for about, I believe, two weeks before we jumped to the Côte d’Azur to keep in the resort, then it was directly out of there to the very first coaching and then the initial races… You are very aware there is likely 10 of you personally, however just six locations at the flat when you return. You are expected to execute straight away.

“These very first races are rather stressful since you are under that pressure. The French men, they could go home for their mother and dad, but you are not going home to this situation . You are going home to an empty flat. So you need to get used to this very fast. And you need to become accustomed to how the people that you can actually talk to and speak with, you are likely to need to beat them. Otherwise, you are going home rather than them. It is a Small jungle.”

York did enough to maintain her place, but only just. Returning to Paris, in which the ACBB group was established, she was sharing a studio, that was proven to function as ante-room into the departure from the group. It would take weeks for her to establish worthy of a location in the most important team flat.

In the intervening years, there will appear to have been a comfort of the strategy, but the feeling that as a foreigner in a foreign land you need to show yourself over and beyond the neighborhood on the group and the ferocious competition for spots has not changed. It might not be performed on a week-by-week foundation, but it is a creeping pressure that’s inevitable.


Charly Wegelius in the 2007 Tour de France (Photo from Friedemann Vogel/Bongarts/Getty Pictures )

EF Education First sports manager Charly Wegelius rode for highly recognized French group Vendée U if he had been 18. In his autobiography Domestique, ” he writes:”In my team-mates, that had been in many cases considerably older than me, I had been just another foreigner who was faking to take their place and that I deserved no more… I wished to turn into specialist and my team-mates wanted to become experts also, and there simply are not that many areas, therefore in our own way we were fighting tooth and nail to get this.”

But as is often the way with Wegelius, he had his own method of dealing with it. “The mindset I had is that I did it with no expectation of an outcome… The decision to get it done, to do it on the best degree I could, was not connected to the reality that I believed I could do it. It was not a results-orientated mindset, so it was how I was, particularly at that age. It was considerably more intense in that era. But that was my strategy,” he states.

Not that any of the implies the racing is not a shock. Everybody CW speaks to tells a similar story of having a kicking for the first six weeks, frequently up to the very first 18, until they discovered their toes. Part of this is clarified by the leap from junior ranks to senior level, however, it is also the thickness and quality of the area.

Yanto Barker, creator of Le Col, went into race to get UVC Aube, elderly 20. “It was exhausting, residing in a foreign property and learning something new all the time and wanting to work out that these individuals are and that should I follow along with what teams are powerful. There is a mafia that are type of colluding against everybody else, though they’re in various teams.” However, by his second season when he had jumped to Roubaix to digs, overlooking the renowned velodrome, he had begun to create decisions and had been contesting wins.

He imputed advancement partially to understanding the races, partially to talking the language, but also to tenacity. “I think anybody who remains 18 weeks is quite dedicated to it. The first season is barbarous, and you go home and you think,’Oh, I might simply not go again.’ That is quite tempting… I constantly felt like I have a job to do this and I want to complete this,” he clarifies.

You become accustomed to the conditions also. Extended drives to races, 10 hours or longer, weren’t unusual. Martin says it is”surreal” they had been able to do given the exhaustion it’d land you with. Wegelius writes in his book his team-mates thought him with a few amazement when, as a junior, he appointed the group and took himself into his very first race, but there wasn’t any other way to do it.

Those ancient races make harder still in the event that you’ve got terrible luck. “I crashed in probably my fourth or third race,” remembers Martin. “I had been going fairly decent and that is what put me straight back to the very first portion of the year. Everybody forgets that wreck and that I recall I got back to the bike. I had been coaching fairly well again and at the very first race my back went into spasms. And nobody believed . Each time I would go hard I needed to have a week away from the bike to be OK. The wreck had bent my hands.” He got it repaired, however, the first dismissal of the concern isn’t rare. Frequently young riders are coping with seasoned racers in their group direction and the desire to not be viewed as soft is strong.

This stress is merely one which adds to some general awareness of isolation from being a stranger in a strange land. However, this is part of this deal that riders need to create to pursue their own dream such a manner. York describes her encounter in 1979:”An global telephone call would cost you a lot of money. It essentially comes down to will I manage any type of luxury or do I call home to say I’m lonely or miserable, so I simply coped with the joy of it. This was my personality.

“I did not miss home. Australians would come a couple million miles to race in Europe and you ask them if they miss house and they do not. They do not wish to acknowledge that they do not, but you are so glad to do what you are doing and loving it so much that you do not miss it before you truly consider doing it.”

However York is the first to acknowledge that the existence of an aspiring pro bicycle rider”is not for everybody” and Martin echoes that when he informs CW he considers there were lots of talented riders that did not make it since they could not deal with the isolation of those formative years. He adds:”It is effectively a selfishness which you are there in your only focusing on your own. It is something in which you’ve got to be 100 percent focused on what is good for you personally, and remain at the top of this.”

Barker remembers:”I had a girlfriend at home and I missed my loved ones and it was tough not talking to anybody. We wrote letters. We purchased telephone cards using our yearly wages, which was approximately 30 French francs weekly. Twenty-five of the went food and five went to a telephone , which lasted about two weeks ”

Rod Ellingworth, team leader of Bahrain-McLaren, that raced for UVC Aube at 1997, states he had been cut off by the UK — he needed to use a phone box to call home — when he returned winter and ran to an old acquaintance in a cyclo-cross race that he presumed Ellingworth had given up racing. “I believe I had done something similar to 93 races this year, we used to race a good deal,” Ellingworth states. “I was like,’No, I have finished more races this season than I have ever done previously. ”’

Learning the lingo

Now that disconnect is much less crude. Joe Laverick, who jumped into the Alps to ride Chambéry CF, the Ag2r La Mondiale growth group, tells CW that he Facetimes his household most days.

Not that it is not possible to create new friends in France, it merely includes evident additional challenges if you are coming from a nation that has put little emphasis on educating kids languages. As a social individual, Ellingworth found it incredibly frustrating to not have the ability to speak to people around him and therefore put in dogged attempts to learn the terminology. He had posters with up phrases around his apartment, which he shared with a different English-speaking rider to help them understand.

“I used to have a phrasebook with me anywhere,” he remembers. “They used to select the de *** from me since I would always have iton training rides. I would be in the rear of this group and when I wished to mention something since my studying would be really, really awful, I only utilized to need to point to the term, they would mention it to me then I would have to recall it”

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It did not take long until he had been firmly ensconced at the local landscape. “Where I lived was the assembly point and I was able to take all of the training rides — each day they would all meet mine and we’d depart at 10am. I would do each of the paths so that this is with François Simon who had been with Gan and Jérôme Delbove, who dared for Cofidis.”

Being up close using all the French experts had its own pluses and minuses. York recalls how she would see experts she had thought highly of making mistakes or doing things she believed were not right in races which gave her extra hope she would make it.

Wegelius remembers his own bitter-sweet experience. “One year we snapped this lower-tier ace race along with my cleats were squeaking. A man from essentially the smallest pro staff, he rode past me, heard my squeaking pedals and called me an’amateur’. I am able to recall shortly after, we turned someplace along with the wind blew in both sides and he essentially got hauled, so I took the opportunity to call him an’amateur’ as I rode him outside.”

Although he adds:”The suitable professional riders were only on a completely different level. I believe I could only remember mainly not needing to make them mad.”

You will find other French biking idiosyncrasies to get accustomed to. A obsession with weight is a constant with nearly everyone CW speaks to. Martin says: I saw a great deal of men end up only eating salad following long training since they have been told they have got to get skinny. I was like,’What?! That is absurd.’ I get most of my weight in my belly anyway so that I will hide this. It was baggy jerseys anyhow.”

Tales of cyclists ripping the middle from baguettes to decrease their majority (and carbs ) are mythical, however Stuart Balfour, who now rides for Bourg Ain Cyclisme, struck a much more peculiar means to shed weight.

“I remember getting told that in the event that you would like to ride quickly and you wish to become lean, simply spend the afternoon eating apples. They call it the ‘jour de pommes’. You merely have oranges for breakfast, dinner and lunch, which I believed was totally bizarre. It ends up, it’s a French thing. All of them think it is awesome. The minute I heard it I thought that it was crap and I really don’t have any programs on attempting it.”

French lifestyle

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Yanto Barker (Getty)

The rush of racing is accompanied by having to learn a few fundamental life skills, similar to every young man living independently; not the least because cash is an uncommon commodity.

For Barker, 2020 has brought back memories of the easier time living a”hermit life”. “Lockdown from the UK reminded me of being back in France with no money, nowhere to go, nobody to see. And just my job to perform. It was really straightforward. You would ask,’Shall we go out tonight?”’ We can not. We could not afford it”

Ellingworth says he found it a lot simpler once he can”get in on the bargains” for top prizes or criterium wins.

Despite this, he remembers he compensated for his lodging by performing the gardening to get the landlord and place his nascent carpentry abilities to great use, which makes his very own furniture when he transferred from staff lodging in his next year.

The aim, clearly, would be to turn pro and also for York this occurred the next year having won the season-long amateur contest of the afternoon. For many others it was a more battle. Dan Martin is odd because he obtained a offer from Slipstream-Chipotle, but really declined to combine them instantly, opting rather for a different year at the amateur ranks. “I just wanted to win races ,” he states.

Ellingworth was one of those who never left it. “I never really created much out of it or anything, but damn hell I liked it. It is among the greatest times in my entire life,” he remembers.

When we ask people what they heard at the moment, it is the considerate Wegelius who supplies the most insightful response:”Looking back today, I grew tremendously as a person.

“Going through this adventure and being so much from my comfort zone, that’s value in itself”
He adds:”It is the most secure place in society which you could definitely learn about how tough life is.

“You understand firsthand you have to be accountable for yourself. That if you do not set the job in, you do not get out anything. And that matters are not necessarily honest and you won’t always get exactly what you deserve.

“That is all of this stuff that most of us understand going through existence, but sometimes, it takes us quite some time to learn… that I truly do think in, you know, game for a college for life” That college of life remains open for entries.

This feature originally appeared in the print version of Cycling Weekly, available in newsagents and supermarkets, priced #1. 25.


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